There is no Everything.
There is no Nothing.
There is no God.
There is no Self.
And...
There is no Death.
The physical and inescapable here and now of the body is its own death that it lives. The existential reality is through Death. But Death, as I have just announced, is Nothing, the same as Everything, the same as God, and the same as Self. Self is Everything, except Nothing, because Nothing doesn't exist, except in non-existence, where it must always reside, together with Self. No matter where I turn I will not escape this dialectic between Everything and itself. But I do not care and I do not attempt to escape, for it brings me joy to perceive the truth about the lies, and the lies about the truth. The core is the joy that effervesces in ecstasy at the announcement of clarity, the clarity of announcement. And what I announce is Nothing, the silence that reigns and descends unheard. The city of gold that ascends with the herd, the last shard of the first dawn that brings forth the golden light that dims the day. And in the darkness does the light rejoice, and in the light does the darkness rejoice, for both see themselves, and they are the other, and within their other lies their own death, but in death lies Everything, outside of itself, and always within. My Death is within me, without me. There is no without, for that is within; and there is no within, because that is without; it is the mirror entity, the ambidextrous thought that can only be understood by the same thought: no thought. No thought is Everything, and no thought is Nothing. No thought is Nothing, so every thought must be Something, otherwise it wouldn't be thought, it would be no thought, and that cannot exist, and that is its existence.
I only care for the failure of this dialogue, the crushing of the ego-orientation. Ego is dead. Ego is Death. Death is Nothing. This is wrong, it is Nothing, I cannot speak the truth, and that is no lie. Do not pay heed to these words, for they are Nothing in themselves, each revealed as Everything and destroyed therein.
I'm going downstairs to put this spring from the mechanical pencil into the silver hinge that I've been making.

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